[ it stings. she doesn't like to think of it that way, but when he says it, she has to consider. is she just a hateful, miserable person? is that why she can't make normal relationships work, like hers with reggie?
but no. it had been true for so long, but it wasn't hatred that the darkling showed her when he brought her back to his apartment, when he washed the blood off of her, when he woke her with his arms around her. ]
no.
but he doesn't feel threatened by reggie.
and i don't have to tell myself that i'm the best dominant he could ever ask for. he's the one who says it.
it sounds to me like your submissive only came back because he got exactly what he wanted from you.
[ nothing, she thinks. but she won't admit it to him. not even when the bottom falls out of her stomach and she's left numb and dizzy because no wonder she's so jealous all the time. she can't imagine what they get out of being with her. ]
i take care of their needs like a good dominant should.
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but no. it had been true for so long, but it wasn't hatred that the darkling showed her when he brought her back to his apartment, when he washed the blood off of her, when he woke her with his arms around her. ]
no.
but he doesn't feel threatened by reggie.
and i don't have to tell myself that i'm the best dominant he could ever ask for. he's the one who says it.
it sounds to me like your submissive only came back because he got exactly what he wanted from you.
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Yes, perhaps that is why he came back!
I'm not ashamed to say that I'd give him everything he wanted – and more. I'm happy that he knows how much I adore him.
If Eryk didn't feel threatened and you broke up with this other man, it sounds to me like you made your choice between them.
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[ her chest feels tight. ]
you're twisting things.
it's complicated right now that's all.
but not because they're jealous of each other.
[ she's the petty and jealous one, if anything. she wants them both all to herself. even now. ]
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they're not doing anything stupid. they're not pretending like they're in charge like yours is.
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[ is it......... ]
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At the end of the day, mine knows that I own him and he welcomes it.
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it doesn't sound like he's submitted at all.
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like a hat?
eryk may hate submitting to me, but at least he does it by choice.
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[ that surprised him as much as anyone, but apparently the Chevalier wants him to be in control, wants him to be the dominant. ]
Is it by choice if he has no other?
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He would have found someone else already if he didn't care for my company. He chooses to stay and he acts very jealous of my friends!
[ again, not something to brag about. ]
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Why do you need two Submissives anyway? If you are dating someone, you should dedicate yourself to him.
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they're different people.
they give me different things.
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i take care of their needs like a good dominant should.
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