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[sunmon]

i didn't break up with reggie.

[ her chest feels tight. ]

you're twisting things.
it's complicated right now that's all.
but not because they're jealous of each other.

[ she's the petty and jealous one, if anything. she wants them both all to herself. even now. ]

[lascelles]

Complicated? I thought you had everything under control.

[sunmon]

i have them under control.
they're not doing anything stupid. they're not pretending like they're in charge like yours is.

[lascelles]

I allow him to pretend. That is control.

[ is it......... ]

[sunmon]

you're lying to yourself.

[lascelles]

You have a Submissive who hates submitting to you.

At the end of the day, mine knows that I own him and he welcomes it.

[sunmon]

you have a submissive who thinks he owns YOU.
it doesn't sound like he's submitted at all.

[lascelles]

He is mine! I bought him.

[sunmon]

bought him?
like a hat?
eryk may hate submitting to me, but at least he does it by choice.

[lascelles]

No, it was the proof that I could do with him as I please. He welcomed it.

[ that surprised him as much as anyone, but apparently the Chevalier wants him to be in control, wants him to be the dominant. ]

Is it by choice if he has no other?

[sunmon]

you don't know what you're talking about.

[lascelles]

Of course I don't. I don't know you nor your Submissives, but it's clear that you struggle with something.

[sunmon]

no clearer than it is that your submissive doesn't care for you.

[lascelles]

How dare you?

He would have found someone else already if he didn't care for my company. He chooses to stay and he acts very jealous of my friends!

[ again, not something to brag about. ]

[sunmon]

he sounds insane.

[lascelles]

Don't insult him.

Why do you need two Submissives anyway? If you are dating someone, you should dedicate yourself to him.

[sunmon]

how is that your business?
they're different people.
they give me different things.

[lascelles]

What do you give them?

[sunmon]

[ nothing, she thinks. but she won't admit it to him. not even when the bottom falls out of her stomach and she's left numb and dizzy because no wonder she's so jealous all the time. she can't imagine what they get out of being with her. ]

i take care of their needs like a good dominant should.

[lascelles]

Is that it? I consider it an honour to be able to offer him the same lavish lifestyle he enjoyed back in his home.

[sunmon]

you're pathetic.

[lascelles]

And you should take proper care of your Submissives before they leave you.

[sunmon]

no one is going to leave me

[lascelles]

That's what I thought too – until it happened.

[sunmon]

he left because he's using you.
that's different.
i'm not letting myself be used.
reggie and aleksander care about me.