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Don't insult him.

Why do you need two Submissives anyway? If you are dating someone, you should dedicate yourself to him.

how is that your business?
they're different people.
they give me different things.

What do you give them?

[ nothing, she thinks. but she won't admit it to him. not even when the bottom falls out of her stomach and she's left numb and dizzy because no wonder she's so jealous all the time. she can't imagine what they get out of being with her. ]

i take care of their needs like a good dominant should.

Is that it? I consider it an honour to be able to offer him the same lavish lifestyle he enjoyed back in his home.

you're pathetic.

And you should take proper care of your Submissives before they leave you.

no one is going to leave me

That's what I thought too – until it happened.

he left because he's using you.
that's different.
i'm not letting myself be used.
reggie and aleksander care about me.

He's not using me.

Who is Aleksander?

[ dammit. ]

no one.
none of your business.

none of this is your business! get a life.

[ he's done enough of deflecting to know what's up. ]

Are you going to take on a third Submissive?

absolutely not.
but if i were, it wouldn't affect you.
worry about your own relationship problems
they clearly need plenty of attention.

If you're acting behind their backs, I worry about your Submissives.

i'm not doing anything behind anyone's back.
why would you assume that?
because YOUR submissive is so jealous that it's the only way you'd see anyone else?

[ wow, rude and not at all true. ]

I see who I want. If he's jealous it means he cares.

You sound like you're hiding something.

i am withholding a number of things from a STRANGER who is accusing me of providing inadequately for the people that i care about, yes.

You were happy to share at first.

But I don't blame you. I've also felt ashamed of the mistakes I've made.

you're so out of line right now

I'm hardly the only one.

telling me how to be a dominant won't make your submissive stay with you.

Then please educate me if you happen to know better!

you can't

[ it hits her at once. that's the fear. that's the angst. she is realizing that she has given them both so much reason to leave and nothing can force them to stay, no matter how much power she has here. ]

you can't make them.

So the only way is to make him want to stay, which is what I've been doing from the start.

Perhaps you're the one who should be taking advice from me.

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