My point is simply, goodness is not easy, and any who simply pretend we do not feel, act, and burn as we do? I wonder what fearsome thing their heart is made from. We all of us bear so much in this city too. More than any heart should take and for little enough reason as to ever be worth such pain.
and that excuses the pain we inflict on each other? when there's no end to it, and we might just do it again? how is what i did different than the man you tried to take vengeance on?
The difference is the pain you feel now, that you should even think this way you do now, to even want to make amends, to grapple what is the right and wrong of it?
Poisonous souls do not care. Poisonous souls say good, let them suffer, and let all else fall aside.
They would not express a desire to do better, as you do now with me.
Anduin and I... we could have any manner of a grand house. He is a Dominant with a grand position here, working as the head of the Hospital. It would be befitting both our stations at home if we did.
We bought a cottage with enough space for my hound and we do our best to keep from any kind of public life except when it's needed for the sake of others.
i like the fine things. the palace. i even liked the public housing in the up for the same reason. it's the people and the responsibility i could lose. the way no one sees me i feel like there's less and less me every day, just a shape that people keep filling up with what they want from me
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My point is simply, goodness is not easy, and any who simply pretend we do not feel, act, and burn as we do? I wonder what fearsome thing their heart is made from. We all of us bear so much in this city too. More than any heart should take and for little enough reason as to ever be worth such pain.
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when there's no end to it, and we might just do it again?
how is what i did different than the man you tried to take vengeance on?
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The difference is the pain you feel now, that you should even think this way you do now, to even want to make amends, to grapple what is the right and wrong of it?
Poisonous souls do not care. Poisonous souls say good, let them suffer, and let all else fall aside.
They would not express a desire to do better, as you do now with me.
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maybe i'm tired because no matter how much i fight it here i never do it right
it just gets worse
i just get worse
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Here. Are you free this evening?
[ Because you need a hug. the whole world can tell you need a good proper hug. ]
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you're busy.
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okay give me a bit
what do you mean by of late?
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I would be lying to say it has not taken its toll on me.
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i hate this place
i hate that i ever thought it was any better than ravka.
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But my mother would say that the floor is still the floor, and we all walk upon it.
My mother makes grown men cry by remembering that better than they do.
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your mother.
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I suppose... I suppose when we quarreled that is what I was truly.... truly so upset about.
She is the one I have never been good enough for.
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AND back home, actually.
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I think it is that ruling, power more exactly, it changes what we are expected to do, be, and in turn, what we think of ourselves.
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[ succinct. ]
i'd hoped being here would free me from it.
that sounds stupid.
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Anduin and I... we could have any manner of a grand house. He is a Dominant with a grand position here, working as the head of the Hospital. It would be befitting both our stations at home if we did.
We bought a cottage with enough space for my hound and we do our best to keep from any kind of public life except when it's needed for the sake of others.
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i even liked the public housing in the up for the same reason.
it's the people and the responsibility i could lose.
the way no one sees me
i feel like there's less and less me every day, just a shape that people keep filling up with what they want from me
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my parents died when i was young.
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