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alina starkov, 20

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[pharmacy]

the honest one 

okay, how about just
how uncomfortable is it for you to talk about him with me? 

[sunmon]

Not as awkward as I feared.

[ an awkward, stale admission. she grapples with it a moment longer. ]

I don't like to think about it.
But when you told me about how he is with you, it was nice.
To have someone who understands.

[pharmacy]

[ Okay. That's good. Workable. Better than many other possible options. He can work with I feel weird, but I'm trying. ]

would it freak you out if I reached out again? if I came by the library? stuff like that?

[sunmon]

No, I don't think that'd bother me.
I'd like for us to be friends.
But can I make one request?

[pharmacy]

what's the request?

cw: jealousy/possessiveness that i should have put at hte top of this thread tbh

[sunmon]

I don't
I feel like a child.
I'm sorry.
I just don't want to know the particulars about the two of you being together.
Being intimate, I mean.

[ she will literally devour herself from the inside out with anxiety about if nikolai's needs are being met or being fulfilled elsewhere because alina can't give him something. ]

i knew what i was in for

[pharmacy]

[ There's a pop of surprise, amusement from his end. ]

omg
okay that's great bc I have zero interest in like ANYONE knowing the particulars lmfao

but the PEANUT GALLERY tenny

[sunmon]

Great.
Excellent.

[ she can be glad that he has quentin and also wish that he didn't at the same time. she contains multitudes. ]