( for a moment, he wonders how much she wants to hear and what he should tell her. probably all of it, even if it's not pretty to hear at all. so he starts; ) I found her outside, some Rubeans were trying to get to her but she had this force field around her. She'd been there a while. They said the only way was to fuck her... but I didn't want to do that. We don't know each other like that, you know?

So I took her into the boarding house and thought--- I thought I could trick whatever the sleeping curse is. The bite hurts but it's also, uh, good. You know? I thought maybe that'd wake her up and I'd stop, spend my time apologizing for how fucked that was.

Except her blood tasted better than anything I'd tasted before and I-- I guess I was further along than I realised. I didn't stop. ( there's a long pause and it almost sounds like he won't speak again. ) I'd never killed anyone before that so I ran off, freaked out, threw up and panicked. Then I realised how fucked up that was. So I went back and she was gone. I thought someone had picked her up already, had taken her to be prepared for the rest of the end of the month.