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[guylining]

you don't know that yet

[sunmon]

don't i?
it's easier for you to say it wasn't my fault.
you didn't have to look me in the eye.

[guylining]

he said he needed space

you have to let him have that and let him decide what happens next
it's the only choice in this whole thing that he gets, so you have to let him make it

[sunmon]

i know.
i am.
i just want to go back to how it was before it happened
i want to undo it

[guylining]

we all do at times like this

[sunmon]

so that's it?
i just go back to the theater and work and carry on like things are fine and normal even though they aren't?

[guylining]

that's all there is

there is no magic fix for this


i wish there were

[sunmon]

i'm so tired.

[guylining]

have you slept

[sunmon]

most of the day.
most of all the days.
i don't think it's that kind of tired.
it was like this in ravka too.
it's ok
i'll figure it out.

[guylining]

did anything help you before?

[sunmon]

coming here.
for a while, at least.
i haven't had to be a saint or the sun summoner except on stage. i got away from it.
now there's other stuff to get away from.
so if you know of any other worlds that are kidnapping people from their lives...

[guylining]

it's hypocritical of me to say this and i know that, but

maybe running away isn't the answer to your problems, in that case
maybe you have to face them head on

[sunmon]

i was trying to.
in ravka i was leading the second army to prepare for a fight with the darkling.

[guylining]

'the darkling', my god what a name

look honestly?
i think you should take some time off, get your head together
then talk to reggie, deal with this head on
and then come back. live your life again.

[sunmon]

[ she thought she'd been doing that. now she isn't sure what it looks like. just the thought of trying to figure it out sounds more exhausting. but — ]

you're right.
i'll try.
i'm trying.

[guylining]

i believe you

please let me know if you need anything.
you know where i am. i mean it.