[ that's the most important part, really. she thinks of the night she'd gone to aleksander's house, thrown herself onto the bed and wept for her own empty bed. feeling sorry for herself. and how he'd been there, and how he'd held her, and how he'd been real, and it makes her sick.
if ianthe had been in town, would alina have called her? wouldn't she? it wouldn't have changed any of the past several months. it wouldn't have undone all the other times she found comfort in him. ]
I'm sorry that your parents made you feel like that. Don't focus on them, alright? Focus on me. Tell me about the search for the heart.
(cw: toxic relationship, dubcon refs, jealousy, codependence)
[ that's the most important part, really. she thinks of the night she'd gone to aleksander's house, thrown herself onto the bed and wept for her own empty bed. feeling sorry for herself. and how he'd been there, and how he'd held her, and how he'd been real, and it makes her sick.
if ianthe had been in town, would alina have called her? wouldn't she? it wouldn't have changed any of the past several months. it wouldn't have undone all the other times she found comfort in him. ]
I'm sorry that your parents made you feel like that.
Don't focus on them, alright?
Focus on me.
Tell me about the search for the heart.