Preparation + opportunity = success. The vast majority of the Empire adores John. They worship him. They die for him. It's not time yet. I will not make the same mistakes the others made. There's a lot of moving pieces and layers of politics I can't even begin to go into. Also, my sister is working the BoE angle. We'll eventually make up and consolidate our information.
I hear you. I do. And I hate some of the things I have to do, have to say to him, present to others, but shame is a privilege. It's one I don't have right now. Everything has a cost, and right now, I still need John. I need him to clean up his fucking mess with the Resurrection Beasts cause I will die if I'm standing alone against them.
Also, he can't die, and I can't have him die. It's kind of a problem. I'm doing what I can here.
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I hear you. I do. And I hate some of the things I have to do, have to say to him, present to others, but shame is a privilege. It's one I don't have right now. Everything has a cost, and right now, I still need John. I need him to clean up his fucking mess with the Resurrection Beasts cause I will die if I'm standing alone against them.
Also, he can't die, and I can't have him die. It's kind of a problem. I'm doing what I can here.