[ there's a lot there. she sits up a little straighter, pulling her skirt down and disentangling just enough to sit comfortably, then leaning back against ianthe again. ]
You're right that it's not exactly comfortable. [ but that hadn't stopped her from grinding herself pathetically on nikolai's shin, which had been just as bony and uncomfortable when she'd done it. ] But it's part of you. So I wouldn't say I mind it. I don't ... You don't have to change yourself like that. Or in any other way.
[ she doesn't come outright and name ianthe's cock, but the little fluster to her expression seems to invite it into the space between them all the same. ]
Sometimes and on some parts of me, the feeling is ... exciting? That doesn't sound terrible, does it? [ she frowns. ] I didn't mind them inside of me at the festival. It's not my favorite, but —
It was just ... everything that was going on. With Aleksander, and the way you were talking, and I didn't really feel like you wanted me to say no and ruin it either. Which would have been alright except I didn't really feel like you wanted me to want them. Does that even make sense? Like ... I felt like I could have been anyone.
(cw: oblique torture ref, light disability fetishizing, dubcon/coercion)
[ there's a lot there. she sits up a little straighter, pulling her skirt down and disentangling just enough to sit comfortably, then leaning back against ianthe again. ]
You're right that it's not exactly comfortable. [ but that hadn't stopped her from grinding herself pathetically on nikolai's shin, which had been just as bony and uncomfortable when she'd done it. ] But it's part of you. So I wouldn't say I mind it. I don't ... You don't have to change yourself like that. Or in any other way.
[ she doesn't come outright and name ianthe's cock, but the little fluster to her expression seems to invite it into the space between them all the same. ]
Sometimes and on some parts of me, the feeling is ... exciting? That doesn't sound terrible, does it? [ she frowns. ] I didn't mind them inside of me at the festival. It's not my favorite, but —
It was just ... everything that was going on. With Aleksander, and the way you were talking, and I didn't really feel like you wanted me to say no and ruin it either. Which would have been alright except I didn't really feel like you wanted me to want them. Does that even make sense? Like ... I felt like I could have been anyone.