[ Please, she says. Alina has been saying please for what feels like an eternity, and Nikolai wants to give her everything as much as he wants to keep her here. ]
You have me, forever.
[ Until the end of his natural life, at least. He will die, and he will die long before her.
Nikolai doesn't say this now. It is a shadow passing at the edge of his thoughts, as he kisses her, as she squirms beneath his palm. ]
We'll try, [ is acquiescence against all good judgement, but he wants— ] Because you're so good. Because I want you.
[ His voice dips, ragged, as Nikolai lifts his palm from her cunt. It is slick when he sets it to her stomach, pinning her there even as she clings to him by the shoulders. ]
no subject
You have me, forever.
[ Until the end of his natural life, at least. He will die, and he will die long before her.
Nikolai doesn't say this now. It is a shadow passing at the edge of his thoughts, as he kisses her, as she squirms beneath his palm. ]
We'll try, [ is acquiescence against all good judgement, but he wants— ] Because you're so good. Because I want you.
[ His voice dips, ragged, as Nikolai lifts his palm from her cunt. It is slick when he sets it to her stomach, pinning her there even as she clings to him by the shoulders. ]
I wanted you for longer than you know.